188 -6.2 total
Forgot to write yesterday. Fell asleep on the couch last night so I was pretty out of it when I went to bed. Blew the diet yet again. Will do it again today.
Trying to decide whether to take W in to the dr. He has a ton of little blood vessels on his face and around his eyes from coughing so hard. It's so sad.
Had a dream last night about my mom. I was so into it I guess that it took me a while to remember that she's not alive. Usually those dreams leave me feeling all weird and in a really bad mood the next day, but this one was actually different. I can't seem to decide how I feel. I can't even remember exactly what it was about.